The Phone Call

A girl quickly punches a number into her phone and waits until she hears the other line pick up.

“Becky, I don’t know what to do, I really don’t. I love him so much and I don’t think he thinks of me that way. I mean, whenever I see him or think of him, I can’t help it, this smile comes across my face. Sometimes he sees me smiling and smiles back. That’s when my knees turn to jello and I get butterflies in my stomach. I know you think that he’s is so totally adorable and cute, but if you look past that and actually listen to what he has to say, you find a totally different person. He’s so caring and considerate and he makes me feel like I don’t deserve him. Well, actually, I don’t deserve him. He’s too perfect, I mean, look at all the girls that fall over for him. I could never be one of those. Their all so pretty and bubbly and….. not me. I couldn’t even start to compare myself to them. But whenever I think of him or see him, I can’t help it, I smile. Now I didn’t tell you this but he called me the other day about homework. I tell you now, I made a complete fool of myself. I’m so embarrassed. I stuttered the whole time, but he was so sweet and just kept talking and making me feel better. He’s so perfect Becky, I don’t deserve him, so why do I keep wishing and praying that he will notice me, why?............Becky? Becky are you there?”

“This isn’t Becky.”

Petrified the girl asks, “Then who is this?”

“ This is the guy who’s smile turns your knees to jello and I just wanted to say one thing. Everything you just said now, I’ve been wanting to say since the day I met you.”

Talk

Boy: I need someone to talk to.
Girl: I'm always here for you.
Boy: I know.
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much.
Girl: Talk to her.
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me.
Girl: Don't say that...you're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
Girl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't like me.
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell her...
Girl: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say?
Girl: Tell her how much you like her.
Boy: I tell her daily.
Girl: What do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her...I love her.
Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem...but he'll never like me.
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Girl: Oh, some boy.
Boy: Oh, she won't like me either.
Girl: She does.
Boy: How do you know?
Girl: Because who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You.
Girl: You're wrong. I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did.

Bad Butler

A wealthy couple prepared to go out for the evening. The woman of the house gave their butler, Jervis, the night off. She said they would return home very late, and she hoped he would enjoy his evening.

The wife wasn't having a good time at the party. So, she came home early, alone. Her husband stayed on, socializing with important clients. As the woman walked into her house, she found Jervis by himself in the dining room. She called him to follow her, and led him into the master bedroom.

She turned to him and said, in the voice she knew he must obey, "Jervis, I want you to take off my dress." This he did, hanging it carefully over a chair. "Jervis," she continued, "now take off my stockings and garter belt." Again, Jervis silently obeyed. "Now, Jervis, I want you to remove my bra and panties." Eyes downcast, Jervis obeyed. Both were breathing heavily, the tension mounting between them.

She looked sternly at him and said, "Jervis, if I ever catch you wearing my stuff again, you're fired!"

My 48 Confessions

My 48 Confessions

1. Who was the last person to call you baby?

`amp!! xie secret!! ahihi. lah lang un!! gnun lang tLga xia!!

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?

` NOPE:) HAHA (TAMAD)

3. Are You Single, or taken?

` SINGLE

4. Has someone ever sang a song to you?

` OYEAH!! awtz!! kadirtz!! eeew!! may naalala aqu!! tsk.tsk!!

5. Do you play Sudoku?

` nope!!

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?

` NO!!! I HATE IT WEN IM ALONE:)

7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would do?

` CALL THE FIREMEN:) ND SAVE MY CLOTHES:))

8. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?

` none:))

9. Who do you text the most?

` amp!! my classm8

.10. Who last said they loved you?

` amp!! bespren qu!! tsk.tsk!

11. What color are your eyes?

` DARK BROWN

12. Do you like your parents?

` OYEAH EVEN IF THEY'RE SOMETIMES ANNOYING:)(

13. Do you secretly like someone?

` HMMM. I THINK SO?:))

14. Why did your last relationship end?

` HAHA:) NO PAST RELATIONSHIP HAD ENDED:)

15. Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?

` none

16. Favorite ex?

` none

17. Where was the farthest place you traveled?

`amp!! i can't rmember!! XD

18. Do you like mustard?

` NOT REALY:))

19. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?

` EAT TAPOS SLEEP NG MAHABAAAAA!:))

20. Do you look like your mom or dad?

` mixed!! ahehe

21. Can you do splits?

` wen i'm in elem pah ihh,, nyahaha,

22. What movie do you want to see right now?

` loving you??

23. What did you do for New Year's Eve?

` only thinking ov hiim!! ahihi.. tsk.tsk!! :((

24. Where will you be celebrating your new year's day next year?

` AT HOME:))

25. Was your mom a cheerleader?

` NOPE:))

26. What's the last letter of your middle name?

` A:))

27. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?

` MAXIMUM-12 to 18, MINIMUM-1-3 PAG MAY PASOK-5 to 6

28. Do you like Care Bears?

` OYEAH!!!:)) THEY'RE CUTE

29. What do you buy at the movies?

` POPCORN:)) ITS A TRADITION HAHA

30. Do you know how to play poker?

` NOPE:)

31. Do you wear your seatbelt?

` nope :)

32. What do you wear to sleep?

` SLEEP WEAR:)

33. Anything big ever happen in your town?

` i don't think so!! :)

34. Is your hair good?

` OYEAH!

35. Is your tongue pierced?

` NOPE! I

36. Do you like Liver and Onions?

` nope,

37. Do you like funny or serious people better?

` amp!! funny

38. Ever been to L.A.?

` NOPE:))

39. Who is on your mind right now?

` mhyn?? or my partner?? :))

40. Any plans for tonight?

` yeah!!! :))

41. What's your favorite song at the moment?

` many to mention

42. Do you hate chocolate?

` NU-UHH! Lurb EM' SOO MUCH:))

43. What do you and your parents fight about the most?

` my laziness!! :))

44. Are you a gullible person?

` DEFINE GULLIBLE??:))

45. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?

` maybe :))

46. If you could have any job what would it be?

` i don't think so. ahihi.. flight attendant or tourist guide?? amp!! die pde ihh!!

47. Are you easy to get along with?

` NOPE!!!

48. Are you a generally happy person?

` sometimes!! :))

mai 34 lil secrets!!

34 little Secrets

1. Who were your latest 3 inbox texts from?

*from lora, lora, lora

2. Where was your default pic taken?

*at school

3. What's your middle name?

*Trillana

4. Your current relationship

status?

*single :)

4. Does your crush like you back?

*YEA!!

6. What is your current mood?

*sad.

7. What's your mom's name?

*Rowena

8. What color shirt are you wearing?

*white and pink

9. Would you kiss the last person you kissed?

*nope x]

10. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?

*amp!! maybe. it's so hard for me to decide!! :]]

11. Have a crazy side?

*yea, sometimes

12. Ever had a near death experience?

*let me think.. uhm. yea. T.T

13. What is something you do a lot?

*surfing the net

14. Angry at anyone?

*amp!! YEAH!!

15. Do you wanna see somebody right Now?

*uhm, yes!! XD

16. Do you like drama?

*sometimes

17. When was the last time you cried?

*a few days ago. soe many prob.!! urgh!!

18. Who would you do anything for?

*huh?

19. Who is your hero?

*hero? amp!! i don't think so.

20. What is the one thing you notice first with the opposite sex?

*face and his kinda sweetness!! ahihi

21. What's your biggest secret?

*secret nga db? bat ko s2bihin? :)) haha

22. Where is your ex?

*^^ la

23. Would you ever take him/ her back?

*la ^^

24. Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?

*YEA :) sometimes!!

25. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?

*none. just finished eating

26. Do you speak any other languages?

*nope

27. What are you thinking about right now?

*Kakalimutan ko b sila?? [sila??] :D

28. What should you be doing right now?

*none

29. What is your favorite memory?

*many to mention

30. What are you listening to?

*wala

31. Who was the last person you told I love you ?

*i can't rmember!!

32. Do you act differently around the person you like?

*sometimes. ahihi

33. What is your natural hair color?

*brown!!

34. Who was the last person to make you smile?

*my partner!!

My Studies!!

Tugsh!!!

Ang lungkot isipin na kung kailan ako'y 4th yr na ay tsaka naman nagloko sa pag-aaraL. Wala na kong time para mag-aral. Nakalaan na lang lahat ang oras ko sa pagcocomputer. Hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko para ihinto ang gawaing ito. Hindi ko mgawang i-manage ang time ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit. Siguro ay sanhi ito ng pagkahumaling ko sa internet. Sobrang laki ng epekto nito sa pag-aaral ko. 1st tym kung mkkuha ng mbbbang grades. At ngayong 4th yr pa. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko. Pero hindi pa naman huli ang lahat. Marami pang pagkktaon. 1st Grading pa lang nman pero nkkpanghinayang pa rin at hindi ako nkksiguro na mababawi ko iyon sa susunod n mga grading. Hindi ko alam kung maiiwan ko ang aking bisyo sa pagco2mputer. Parang npkahirap bguhin ang nksanayan ko na. Ngunit ang maaari ko n lang gawin upang maayos ang lahat ay i-manage ko ang time ko sa lahat ng mga gagawin ko.

I hope n magawa ko ito at makabawi ako.

My Decision!!

Napagdesidyunan ko na lahat. Sana ay makayanan ko. Kakalimutan ko na "sila". [Sila daw ihh!! it means mrmi!! haha] Sarili ko muna uunahin ko bago sila. Naapektuhan lang layp ko dahil sknila. Nasisira pagkatao ko at nppbyaan ko n sarili at mga nsa paligid ko. Hindi ko muna kayo iicpin. Mga pnira lang kayo. awtz!! Ang hirap ng naging decxon ko. Hindi ko alam kung kakayanin ko pero ggwin ko lahat hanggang sa mkkya ko. aun!! Hindi ko n lang kayo iintindihin para wala n kong maging problema pero kung magiging msayo ko s ggwin niyo, di ko nman un iisnabin!! LOL!!!! dat's it!! i'LL try my best n lang!! Kung anung mangyari ttanggapin. amp!! ahuhu!!! aun!!

Dr. Perilla's Biirthday!!!

Friday, August 22, 2008. Late ako ng 1 hr nang pumasok ako ng araw na 'toh. 4 am na kasi ako natulog nun. 3 hrs lang tulog ko ng pumasok ako. Buti na lang hindi ako inantok :D

Pagpasok ko ng school, uber busy ang lahat. At pagpasok ko sa room, busy rin ang mga senior n kasma sa play. Pati ako ay naging busy kahit n hindi kasma sa play dahil tinulungan kong maghanap at manghiram ng costume ung classmate ko. Hindi niya n alam ang ggwin nia dahil wala pa siyang costume. Hindi kasi dnla nung pinaghirman niya ung costume niya. Kaya aun. Buti na lang ay dumaan ung classm8 qu nung 2nd yr. Pareho lang ang costume ng cidantro, kaya aun!! Kinausap ko siya na kung pwedeng hiramin ung costume nia after nilang sumayaw. Sa wakas, may nahiraman na rin. Aun!! Nanuod n kami, sumayaw na ung cidantro. Ang cute nie anu ihh. Ang galing pang sumayaw, ahaha. We're just friends. Hanggang dun lang tingin qu xknia, kaya ung iba diyan n kung anu-anong pinagssavi. Shut up na lang qeo. Wag kaung makialam!!

After sumayaw ng cidantro, hinanap n nmin ung clasm8 qu dati at hiniram n nmin ung costume. Sinamhan ko n ung classm8 qu n magbihis. After nun, nanuod n kami ng play. Hindi n nmin naabutan ung play ng 2nd yr. Pagkatapos ay patapos n rin ang play ng 3rd yr. Kaya aun!! Ung play n lang ng 1st yr ang npnuod nmin ng buo. After nun, senior nman ang magpplay.!! who0uh!! biglang nagkbuhay ang mga cier. Pagkatapos ng mga nkkboring n 1st yr, ginnhan ng manuod ang mga cier. ahehe,, peace!! Umpisa pa lang ay hindi n mlman ng mga cier ang ggwin sa kktwa. Lahat tlga ay humanga sa ganda ng performance at galing ng mga senior. Pati ako ay sobra2 ang paghanga sknila. ahihi.

After nun ay may sumayaw ulit at may tumugtog n banda. amp!! Hinintay tlga nmin un kahit n hindi naging maaus ang performance nila. aus lang. Pinakinggan at pinanuod pa rin nmin cla. Inis n inis nga kami sa mga lower yrs ihh. Ambbastos kasi. Mga nagsialisan na at kung anu-ano pang mga pinagsssbi.

After nun, lunch tym na. No classes nung afternoon. Teacher's rest daw. ahihi. Pati may try-out nun. Kaya aun.!! Tambay lang sa classroom at pikchur taking. ahehe.


Saglit lang kami nanuod ng try-out. Wala kasing cute, ahihi. Un lang pakay nmin dun. ahihi. Kaya aun!! nsa loob lang kami ng rum. Naalala ko pa at dis tym ung memories last yr, ung kai mhyn ko :D Most unforgettable qu un. Napakaimportante nun. Part of my 3rd yr layp ko. amp!! nakakalungkot. auqu ng balikan!! Naaalala ko lang siya. :'(


Ang saya ko ng araw na 'toh dahiL nagiging close na kami ni ????. Pagkatapos ay nakita ko pa si partner!! amp!!

Ang aga kong nakatulog ng araw na 'toh. Mga 7 pa lang ata nun. Dapat ay gigising pa ko nun. Siguro sa sunud-sunod na araw na ako'y puyat ay hindi ko n nkyanang magcng pa. Sobrang himbing ng tulog ko. Kaya aun!! Hindi na tuloy ako nkanuod ng my ghurL, di n ko nkkain at hindi n ko nkpagcomputer. Kya aun!!

My PARTNER!!

Ang hirap ng nararamdaman ko at this time. Nasasaktan ako sa pagiging masaya ko sayo. Nakakaramdam pa rin ako ng lungkot minsan pag naiisp kong hindi pwedeng mangyari ang lahat. Gusto kong lumayo para hindi na ko masaktan. Ang hirap para sa'kin ang lahat ng nangyayari. Kahit na nagiging masaya ko sa'yo, gusto ko pa ring lumayo, dahiL ayokong mahulog pa ang loob ko sa'yo. Masasaktan lang ako kapag nangyari 'yon, dahiL may mga dahiLan na hindi talaga pwedeng mangyari sa'tin!! Ayokong dumating sa time na mamahalin kita, kaya nahihirapan ako kung anong dapat kung gawin. Lalayo ba ko o hindi??

Bakit naman ako lalayo kung napapasaya mo naman ako??

*Gusto kong lumayo para hindi na mahulog ang loob ko sa'yo at para hindi ako masaktan.
*Ayokong lumayo dahiL kaw na nga lang nagpapasaya sakin. Sayo ko naramdaman muli ang saya pagkatapos nang nakaraan. [oh c'mon!! ang drama!!]

♥Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. Ang hirap pumili♥
**Kakalimutan na lang kita, hanggang makakaya ko.

bespren??

bespren??

ang nambubulabog na mga tanong ko sa sarili ko ngayong oras na ito ay...

-bespren pah rin bah turing nia sa'kin??
-ano na ang relation or status nming dalawa??
-magbespren pah rin ba kami hanggang nayon??

Hindi ko alam ang mga sagot sa katanungang 'yan. Wala na kaming communication dis time, so paano ko malalaman ang gusto niyang mangyari sa relationship nmin. Bigla na lang niyang pinutol ang communication namin sa isa't isa. Bespren bang maituturing 'yon??? Sa aking palagay, nagawa lang niya siguro 'yon dahil sa naging situation namin ng nakaraang buwan. Hindi ko rin siya masisisi sa ginawa niyang desisiyon dahil alam kong mahirap sa kaniya ang lahat ng nangyari. Pero hanggang nayon ay naguguluhan pa rin ako. Hindi ko masabi ng malinaw ang lahat ng gumugulo sa aking isipan.